When your contacts hurt

It's getting late.
Your next day is just around the corner, quite literally a couple hours away.

As you get more distracted, as you rub your tired eyes and your contacts start to ache,
as you click away from filling in a study guide for the next exam, you think to yourself.

The thoughts drift in and out. To far off places, to the boy a handful of miles away.
To the possibilities that tomorrow holds.
No, nothing spectacular is happening tomorrow.
An pretty ordinary day is planned.
But you have plans.

Your manuscript needs to be re-written.
Before that the gym.
After that, an old-friend and good times.

Work hard. Don't lose your focus by letting discouraging thoughts cloud your head.
It's easy to let them seap in, to feel like a fake.
A lazy ass, a loser.

That's what you tell yourself, but those are lies. Greatness... great good that you want to do doesn't happen over night. You need to sit your butt down, stop making plans to get it done and get it done.

See you tomorrow morning.
Seize your day.

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